Tuesday, September 11, 2007
♂ can't go..
It's been more than 2 months since I haven't gone back to lab. I still am not going. I dun wanna go. By the way, this is not the lab that I did my honours. This is another lab that I hoped to do my phd later in. I dun know exactly why I dun like the place. It's just one of those places where I do not feel comfortable in. It's not that people are rude and mean. It's just that... I do not like that place. Have you ever been to a place that once you went in, you just feel like you wanna get out as fast as possible. That's how I feel. When I went in there in the morning, the first thing that came to mind was how I can get out of there as soon as possible. Lately for the past couple of months, I can't even bring myself to go there. I wake up every morning, telling myself that this is the day, I've gotta go but I can't. Whenever I've done all my morning chores (bath, etc), I;ve got this sinking feeling in my chest. I can't go. I feel bad for my supervisor, he's such a nice guy. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I hate that place so much.
12:49 PM
