Tuesday, May 02, 2006
♂ hypocritical bullshit..
I'm thinking to quit all these church business... I'm so sick of all of it... I think if I go on with this.. I would just be living a life of lies.. All those songs that we sing at church... I don't feel connected to them anymore... I feel that they are just... words.. that mean nothing.. at least to me.... I do not care about God anymore.... and I honestly begin to doubt if He exists in the 1st place... I do not think that I can call myself a christian anymore..
I seriously can't go on living this hypocritical bullshit life...
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