Thursday, May 04, 2006
♂ feeling kinda shit...
Things are so shitty...
1. Project
I've finished the 3 weeks training stage on the 4 rats... did synaptophysin immuno on them... and the immuno was quite alright.. Problem is.. the sections are so crappy that I cant get any good picture of the injection sites...Most of the pictures I have now are pictures with BIG HOLES right in the middle of the injection sites... DAMN!! the processings that I did during the immunohistochemistry must have damaged those sections!!! What's worse... The sections are SO CRAPPY that I can't get about 60% of them mounted... So shitty... I hope I will be able to count the synaptophysin synaptic puncta... PRoblem is... some bloody kiasu person just booked the microscope for this week... next week and the week after!!! DAMNATION!!! Now, I am forced to worked AFTER HOURS... I sure hope that I can get nice pictures and good results with the synaptic puncta counts...
2. Faith
I guess I don't need to talk much about this... Currently, I think I've stopped believing in God... The reason I'm still sticking around is that I still wanna be a human.. and not gonna cut myself from society.. not just yet...
3. Warcraft...
I think I'm gonna be kicked out of the clan.. Seriously, I am one bloody stupid idiot... I've played DOTA for a long time.. and I do not improve... In fact, a noob that just started playing last month is already better than me... I am a disgrace...
I wanna do some work... I wanna be able to focus on my project... but with things getting this shitty.. I keep on giving myself excuses like if things turn out crappy anyway... why bother???
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