Monday, March 13, 2006
♂ what a crappy day...
she... when i mean she... its "her" ... well.. she sorta asked me the "question"...
I thought that I would be able to handle that kinda question... cos I thought that I've put the past behind me.. I thought that I will be able to move on...
but i thought wrong..
I am still being held back... I'm still living in the guilt of the past.. I can't move on... I can't walk forward...
I feel like such a hypocrite.. perhaps.. I am more than a hypocrite.. I am a fool.. a fool who can't get his life together... A fool who misses opportunities time and time again.. a fool who never learns... a complete hypocritical useless fool...
In the end.. i chickened out.. yes.. I'm a coward... Wilen said, "be a man..". I guess... I'm not yet a man.. I am still that brat.. that coward brat..
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