Monday, March 27, 2006
♂ all by myself
so... he left... me alone.. doing this project on my own.. err.. not really alone actually... everyone in the lab is very helpful and they offered me their care and skills at my disposal.. that's good.. tomorrow i gotta ask the lab assistant to help me with the histology and immuno stuff... i also need to arrange a time for us to do surgery together.. cos i dun think i'm ready to do surgery alone just yet.. haha... i've done live injections and perfusions.. but not really live surgery... you know... opening up the skull.. with my trembling hands holding the drill unsteadily.. i would definitely nitch the brain... cause massive internal bleeding and wasting a rat... i need help with drilling!!!
Thoughts..
I guess all of us likes to boast... and boasting doesnt juzt apply to talking bullshit about yourself... i guess boasting also applies to cases when we talk about stuff.. that aren't really necessary to talk about.. but important to boost our own self-esteem so that we can feel superior to other peopl... now that i think about it... we like to feel superior.. and no matter what we do... we want to feel superior... even the best of people... For example.. people who self-sacrifice.. i guess deep in their hearts... they wanna feel superior.. that they can do things that other people cant do... they wanna show people that they have the will to neglect their own comfort for the goodness of others... when we willingly help others... probably we do it.. to fulfill our own desire... of feeling superior... of feeling better than others.. of being special...
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