Friday, February 24, 2006
♂ the sofa is now my bed...
For about a week, I've been sleeping on the sofa instead of my own bedroom. I'm not sure why... but I guess that's because when i sleep on the sofa... i tend to get less of that morning insomnia thingy i been having... Why?? I really don't know...
These past few days had been busy.. yeah.. i been busy with my honours project... Currently, there are so many techniques that I'm learning that I do not have time during the working hours to work on my literature review... After all those lab experiments... I was too brain-exhausted to read articles for my essay... I'm getting kinda worried.. i should get at least a draft ready a few days before the 25th of march which is when my supervisor will be leaving to europe... gotta push myself..
Thoughts on my mind.
You know, it takes a great amount of courage to be able to love someone without knowing if it will be returned.. that's what i think he's trying to teach me... unconditional love... Often, when we do good things to others, by instinct we expect them to do them same unto us... However, things aren't always that fair.. more often than not.. people don't pay back your kindness.. in fact.. they make use of it... and then... we are afraid to love.. we are afraid to be kind to others.. we are afraid.. that we will be used... but real love that He taught me.. aren't afraid.. Real Love is brave... courageous.. and willing to work for others despite uncertainty in its rewards... Real love... is when you love someone... and can continue to love that someone... even when they do not return it..
5:48 PM
